so im a pretty involved person at school and i be there like 24/7, and i feel like thats all i do. im committed to my things so i cant not be, but its js like goddamn. sometimes i want to js be a regular teenager and do rambunctious shit, and sometimes i just want to have a bf but literally every single guy ik doesnt like me and i don’t understand why. my recent ex broke up w me because of college and being out of state and im just so pissed like i fucking hate everything right now. my period’s late too and im just like what the actual fuck. im so sick of every fucking thing and i hate the fact that no guy will ever like me