After a fight got physical with my bf me and my two kids left and moved to my moms. My youngest is 8 months and my oldest is 9yrs. My mom and I never had the best relationship but the past 3 years I’ve been doing my best to make it work. Living with her is such a set back. But I’m grateful she is letting us stay here. Everyday I think about going back to my apartment him and I shared but I cannot condone the way I was handled. I can’t let my daughters see me make that choice. My mom is supportive but our relationship still isn’t the best. We don’t argue. We just have different morals and values. My mental health is most important to me rn. I feel like I experienced ppd and still not feeling the greatest. After years of being in a wait list for counseling I finally have an appointment next week. I have bad anxiety it’s so bad I don’t want to separate from my baby and go back to work. I’m living in a town I worked so hard to get away from and it’s so frustrating. It’s taking a toll on me going through what I went through and then being set back this far. I’m hopeful that when get some counseling I’ll be able to focus more on going back to work and working towards my own place. I say all this to say if anyone has words of encouragement or advice please lmk. Thank you in advance.