I recently got engaged. I’m so happy to marry my best friend.

However, I’m nervous for the wedding. When I was younger, I always dreamed of my wedding. Wearing a pretty dress. Having a fun reception. Marrying the man of my dreams.

But a lot has gone on in my life that caused me to have social anxiety and low self esteem. So I’m so nervous for my wedding. I don’t know how I’m gonna stand in front of people and talk. Or be center of attention all day.

I’m not close with a lot of the family members that would come. I don’t know a lot of the people my finances family is gonna invite.

I just want something super small and intimate.

Any advice ?????