Kind of scared of going to the hospital now

Zelda • Zelda

Recently I went to the hospital for pelvic pain because I'm limping when I walk and I can barely lift my legs sometimes this is on most days so I finally went to get this dilemma checked out after telling my OB several times about it and her doing nothing (I know it's not round ligaments it's not high enough) and probably one of the worst things happens to me I'm waiting in my hospital room and a nurse comes in with two long cotton swabs explains to me I have to stick these swabs up in my own down there areas and swab it after she leaves another nurse comes in wanting a urine sample as I leave my room to go to the bathroom to give her the urine sample I hear that same nurse that gave me the swabs making fun of me to another nurse because I told her I can't do the swabs myself because I CAN'T REACH nor see my vagina so she proceeds to cringe and ask me how old I am and if I use tampons like it really actually matters I'm pregnant and can't reach my age and period supplies does not matter the answer to that question is no I do not use tampons I hardly get a period & I had a very bad experience in years ago when I got my first ever period where I was allergic to the tampon and it wouldn't come out and I had to go to the hospital to get that removed I've never used another tampon since the fact that I was walking to the bathroom and had to hear this lady making fun of me to another nurse and telling her it's not that hard to swab your vagina makes me not want to go to the hospital no more I was crying in the bathroom trying to give that urine sample cuz I went there I'm a wheelchair unable to move my legs or even lift my legs to walk correctly with without pain I had a pretty bad limp and was needing help to even move my legs they never told me what was wrong with me either I'm still dealing with that pain I'm still having trouble moving around and walking and I'm now too embarrassed and scared to go to the hospital 😩😩😔😔