Uggghhh

13 weeks and 2 days and STILL sick to the point I am stuck in bed. I can’t do anything!! Food sounds so gross, but since last night I like velvita Mac n cheese only. I have to eat every hour. I can NOT stand the smell of my house. It’s not dirty. There is just camel no one else can smell that makes me throw up. So I stay on my room with a candle lit next to me. Like this is not a way to live. I’m getting so worn out. This pregnancy has been the hardest I’ve had and I had HG with my daughter. This is way harder. I’m always always always uncomfortable. I think I’ve had 3 good moments this pregnancy. I just need to vent. I need some hope.