I need to make sure I am making the right decision. I found out yesterday that my partner of four years has been paying women on WhatsApp to play with themselves while he watched. I struggled all year financially to make up his short comings as he was laid off, started a new job that the pay was low during training. I’ve been paying more than normal which caused a lot of resentment as my job doesn’t provide a lot of overtime. We already have one child and just had baby number two in August. 9 days after my emergency c-section he paid for a session with one of them after I spent over half my savings completing what was needed for the little one. She was an early term baby due to cholestasis. Our relationship has always had it issues mainly in communication but this takes the cake. All year I was told I was the one that was crazy because my intuition kept screaming something was up but I chalked it up to being hormonal. The guilt was eating him alive and it was being taken out on me. I really thought things were going to get better as I’ve finally convinced him to go to therapy, he’s begging for me to stay. Part of me wants to run and part of me is frozen. I knew the porn issues was getting worse but I never thought it would get to this point. Any advice would be appreciated, I’m only seven weeks postpartum and trying to manage my mind after this is hard.