This situation is a pick your poison kind of decision that will completely alter my body and health for the rest of my life. I’ve prayed about it, meditated on it, tried logically breaking it down, I’ve gotten 4 different professional opinions, asking others in my life for advice. I even asked for a sign in my dreams (I got both answers 🙃) how do you know what option to choose when theres so much pressure on the line with no sense of direction. Normally when I make a decision there’s some sort of pull or intuition feeling to it but this…nothing and maybe it’s all the fear blocking it idk Any advice?