I’m numb and scared to get excited!! But praying!

I realized yesterday that I was 4 days late yesterday and my back started hurting out of nowhere! I decided this morning to take a test which is the bottom test. Then I took another one which is the top one. I’ve been feeling weird lately but didn’t think anything about it. But when I saw 👀the results I stopped and thanked the Lord! Calling the doctor on Monday🥰 I’m hoping this is my miracle baby❤️

Update: I don’t know why this keep happening but I know the Lord is walking with me through the pain of losing a child. No matter 1 or 5 this pain is hard to put in words. But unfortunately I will meet my wonderful 👼 when I go home. I pray for all you ladies! Just a mom struggling with emotions and a good cry is where I’m at! God bless each one of you on your journeys. My Angels👼 👼👼👼👼