10 dpo BFN probably out again ;(

Cycle 5 was a bust and I’m just starting to think I can’t get pregnant again. This is the most heart wrenching experience to have, it feels like my fears are coming true and that there’s something wrong with me. Ik it takes a healthy couple a year to conceive but with my daughter it only took 3 months.

And now I get these weird ovary pains before my period so Ik it’s coming anyway. I didn’t use to get these pains and it comes from the ovary I ovulated from. Last month it was the left ovary and this time it’s the right ovary right before af comes.

Ik you don’t count yourself out until af comes but Ik my body and I feel like I’d get a positive at 10 dpo and by the time I test bfns af 10 dpo or 11 I consider myself out and my af does end up coming. ;( I scheduled an appointment with a OBGYN next month to hopefully figure out if there is something wrong. Next month with be the 6th month trying and it’s just upsetting.