Searching

Looking for someone who is actually going to love and value me. Im stuck with an imature forty year old would rather throw tantrums than to have an adult communication. I need someone whose going to look at me like he loves me and not like im the biggest mistake of his life. Someone who won't hide me from his family or disrespect me in front of the rest of the world. I stood ten toes down for you against any and everyone i gave you all that i had then some i gave you shit that wasnt even mine to give you just to make sure you were alright and now that everything is said and done now the shoes on the other foot you can't even bother to show up for me. Not sure why i thought loving you would be any different