I can’t afford health insurance

So, I have been out of work for a few months. No job is trying to hire me where I live. I have submitted countless applications, called places, left voicemails, my name, and etc. No one has called back. I had chronic pelvis for almost 3 years now. Doctors were no fcking help. I have had every ultrasound known to man, no one can see what is causing me pain. I’ve lived my life in pain every single fcking day. I take no drugs or anything because by the end of the day the pain comes back. My life has pretty much been put on hold because at any moment I can have the pain. I’m over all of this. I don’t know what else to do or what insurance to apply for I’m with Kaiser and I’m pretty sure I lost access to it because I was unable to pay it do to not having work. I don’t know what else to do. Please someone give me advice/tips.