Husband found out I've terminated 7 pregnancies during our marriage

Edit: To Stevi I am rude and aggressive to the people who will call me a murderer after all I have been through. Maybe don't comment if you can't even bother to read my post. Yes people who are going to call me a murderer for getting rid pregnancies I did not want and were concieved through abuse can go fuck themselves. I'm not sorry.

Please read everything before you judge me. If you read this and still feel the need to call me a murderer or something I really don't care and you can go fuck yourself.

I was a sex trafficking victim from 14 to 20. My own mother sold me and I had been assaulted more times than I can count. I was saved when I was 20 and my husband was part of the police troop that saved me. I ended up marrying the man that saved me and expected life to be good from here on out and it was until it wasn't because he started to abuse me. I felt like I had to be doing something wrong. He saved me. I owed him. I felt beat down. Like I wasn't enough. Then he started trafficking me out of our own home and started assaulting me himself. During our entire relationship I conceived baby 7x and terminated every single one and I do not regret it. I have finally gotten out of that situation 3 weeks ago and am filing for divorce. One of my close friends who I thought was my friend not only told my husband my address and where I'm staying. She told him about my abortions. He has messaged me from different numbers demanding to know why I "killed" our children. Even though who knows if they were his. I was forced to sleep with many different man on a weekly basis. He has showed up to where I live and I am trying to get a TRO. He left me a voicemail from a different number saying he's hurt I killed his children and if I just meet with him and talk to him and talk to him about it to give him closure he will never contact me against and will corporate with the divorce. Part of me wants to do he can finally get out of my life but part of me knows deep in my heart he won't. He's saying he will meet in public if I'm scared. He just wants closure...