I’ve been in my relationship for almost 5yrs and now I’m just done. He doesn’t consider my feelings in anything he does. If I’m upset about something he did, he never apologizes, lies, etc. just a whole slew of excuses like “that’s just the way I am, etc.” I literally asked the man for a hug one time & he told me “that’s not real life, you watch too much tv.” Like what????? We’ve had problems for the last couple years & I was always trying, hoping & praying he’d be better towards me but now I’m just done. Idc anymore & I want out. I also just found out he’s been cheating on me. I don’t want revenge, I’m not angry, I’m just done. I don’t have any fight left in me for this relationship but I have to stay until I can afford to leave. I’ve been a SAHM (not by choice) for the last couple years so I rely 100% on him financially. I don’t know where to get the money to leave but I swear I’m trying to figure it out. I wish the was an organization or something to help women in situations like this lol. I just want to move on with my life & start over