Too broken for therapy

Hi. I'm the guy who made the post about asking if my wife knew my past would she be disgusted with me. I hope it's okay if I post on here again. I feel like people this was better than reddit because while most people were nice on Reddit some left really shitty comments. Just to catch you up on what my past is and I finally told my wife about this was my Reddit post

If it does bother women that I post on here I won't anymore. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. My wife was extremely supportive after I told her everything but I did get that look o f pity that I really didn't want. She thinks I would benefit from therapy. She's asked about me going to therapy for a while because she knew my dad abused me and my mom left. Just not the other shit. I feel like I'm too broken for therapy. Past the point of being able to be fixed. I know the point of therapy is supposed to be to for people with problems but I don't think therapy will help me. Plus it's not like I'll ever really get any justice. My dad's dead. I can't just find every single person he ever sold me to and press charges on them. That's too much and not something I'm interested in ever doing. My son, while she abandoned me, didn't do anything illegal so there's really no way for me to get any justice. And there are parts of me that are just gone. I don't think I will ever be whole again. My wife really wants me to try but I just think it's too late. I'm too fucked up and too broken. I don't understand how a therapist can help me.