Husband asked for 3some

I’m pregnant with our 3rd baby and he recently switched jobs as it paid more money and made more sense. With that, he’s gone most of the month and only home for a few days. So of course, I’m missing him and was trying to also sext him. Which ended up turning way way south for me. It was going fine, sent him a picture etc and then he demands I send him a picture done up more. So… I do that. Then he talks about only satisfying himself and asks me if I’ll dress up for him? So I’m like sure…? I’ve tried that before though and got denied horribly. Making me cry and him telling me that he just wasn’t into that sort of thing.

So after I tell him sure, I’d dress up for him in like a fantasy outfit he goes on to ask me if we could have a 3some. Wanted me to find one of my friends to do it with because he doesn’t want some random girl? Fun right? Let me see one of my friends fucking my husband. He cheated years ago, I forgave him and we’ve not had any other issues but now I think this is some weird way to come back to that but with “my permission “…. Which I’ve never wanted a 3some. Kudos to those that love that sort of thing but it’s not ever been mine. So I ended up just ending the night crying instead, wishing he only wanted me. I know I’m pregnant and have allll the hormones but it just felt… shitty to see him ask that. Like I’m not enough. If you’ve made it this far, thanks. Just incredibly sad.