If you can relate, please comment. I feel so alone...

I just want to find a man that actually likes me enough to stop following and lusting over every other woman that posts half naked photos/videos on the internet. I'm so tired of not being good enough, picking apart my entire appearance because they NEVER look like me, wishing I could change everything about the way I look because then maybe I could be pretty or hot enough for someone. I feel like I'll never be enough for anyone, like I should just give up now and never even bother with love again because it will never happen for me. It's so exhausting and I'm better off alone at this point. What's the point in even trying anymore?