OVER IT!!

I’m soooo fking over the negativity and guilt tripping from my fiancé. Every. Single. Thing has to be brought down. I finished wrapping all the Christmas gifts that I GOT for my two girls, 10-12 gifts a piece and I was so excited and happy I got the wrapping done and was able to give my girls a good size Christmas and just excited to see how happy they will be, so I wanted to show my fiancé and he came down and all he could do is make me feel like shit for getting too many gifts and how we can’t afford it and all he sees is money and it’s ridiculous how many gifts they got cause he never had Christmas like this as a kid. Well this is what Christmas was like for me. I remember it being so exciting and special and I always had big-ish Christmas, so I’ve always wanted my kids to have one too. I worked my ass off to provide this as well. And all he can say is how our kids don’t need any of the things I bought. I told him I don’t even want to spend Christmas with someone like him. All he does is bring my excitement and joy down. I try so hard to look at the brighter things especially during a stressful time like the holidays and all he does is drag me to the dirt and make me feel guilty. I can’t stand it.