Am I torturing myself???

I tested this morning and it looked negative. Because I am an obsessive over annalyzer, I came back 2 hours later to look again and I SWEAR I see a faint blue line. Does anyone else see it or do I have line eyes? Does it look like an evap line or a faint BFP (I didn't think evap lines had color) Should I test again in a few days or am I just torturing myself and I need to accept a negative? My period is due either today or Friday depending on which tracking app I look at.