So frustrated.

We did a round of IUI in December and it failed, then we lost our insurance so we couldn’t do another round. I got positive ovulation tests in January but no positive pregnancy test and no period. Then today out of the blue my period shows up. I didn’t know when to test for ovulation since I never got my period last month and since I have PCOS I didn’t even think I’d get a period this month. I’m so desperate to be a mom but I feel like such a failure because I can’t figure out my body and I can’t afford more treatments without insurance. Everyone around us is announcing their pregnancy and after years of trying we still have nothing. I feel defeated 😞