Don’t want to divorce but I dont see things changing

kylie

Hello everyone my name is Kylie. I’ve come here to ask for advice out of desperation. Idk what to do . My husband and I have been together for 7 years since highschool we have a 3 year old that I love more than anything in this world. She means everything and she’s the only reason I’ve stayed so to begin our child is very close to the both of us she’s a daddy’s girl but also loves to be around mom. But I have noticed for years now that my husband and I fight a lot and we have went to therapy and I have tried to change my ways and be a good partner for a long time. But I always feel very unappreciated. If I ask him to help me or get off his phone he will cuss at me and give me attitude and I don’t like when he doesn’t that I front of our daughter since she is now starting to talk and pick up words but he doesn’t stop. For example he likes to be on his phone and watch videos and my daughter likes to watch but I don’t like when she watches bc I noticed she’s started having nightmares and sometimes some of the stuff that shows up on his fyp isn’t child friendly and this day I noticed this creepy black figure on his phone and he was looking somewhere else and didn’t see the video but I told him please turn off your phone I don’t want her watching that and he ignored me and I told him again then he started cursing at me and yelling at me and my daughter got scared . When my daughter gets scared or uncomfortable I become momma bear and I got angry with him. Later on that day he apologized but he keeps doing these things and I can tell he just tunes me out and ignores me so I don’t know what to do. I want to leave but I’m currently in college and can’t afford to sustain myself and I don’t have any family support but in addition to that my daughter is very close to him and even when he goes to work she cries for him so idk if leaving would affect her in a negative way I’m just really lost on what I should do .