So frustrated..

Has this happened to any of you ladies, I posted a preg taste a couple of days ago. Very very faint line, everybody said they saw it and that was positive. So I was very excited. Tested the next day and didn’t really see a line😭. Sorry to admit that I’ve been testing everyday since sometimes 2-3 times a day😫. Sometimes I see a vvf line and sometimes I don’t see anything. So confused. I’m 42 yrs old, I feel like I’m starting menopause since my periods are starting to become very irregular. I’ve struggled to get pregnant over the years, I’ve had several miscarriages so I didn’t want to get excited right away but just feel so discouraged. Thank you in advanced ladies❤️