Need to vent/ pregnancy

I’ve been with my situationship for 5 years now, we had got pregnant once but I lost the pregnancy.

I’m currently in college working full time as well, I have been super stressed about my home life, spiritual, my job has been stressful and I also have type 1 diabetes.

My situationship will call him (D) and I got into an argument about 3-4 days ago to the point he walked away from me… it left me devastated because I also deal with mental health issues and he’s been trying to support me thru it and I always feel bad going off sometimes. I’m still in therapy as well.

I found out I was pregnant by him and he has blocked me everywhere. I have no words… I just feel so sad and I can’t stop thinking how I hurt him, and I called him by an unknown number to tell him. He told me to make an appointment then hung up on me. It’s just I hate I have to go through this all alone and I lost my best friend and my life has been going down hill.

I just needed a space to get this off my chest.