Advice please!

Advice please..

Please forgive me for the long post.

I’ll try and keep it as short as possible.

I am 30 years old and been with my husband 13 years married for 5

We have 3 beautiful babies 12, 10 and 4

I fell pregnant with my first at 18 my husband was 19 at the time and was a hardcore gambler and like to drink most nights with is friends

Once our first baby was born he changed! In the best way possible worked so hard to provide for us and locked off people who didn’t serve him well.

We went on to have our 2nd baby girl .. again everything was amazing once she arrived her proposed and everything is perfect!

We was planning our wedding and once we only had 14 months till the big day I found out I was pregnant with our son.

Again it was perfect, life was perfect!!!

Fast forward one month after the wedding he starting gaming.

Harmless right?

A hour turned into two hours 2 hours turned to 4 .. you get the drift.

Prior to the gaming we’d have a date night EVERY Friday. And movie night every Wednesday night once the kids have all gone to bed.

A morning text and ringing me on his breaks.

Now NOTHING. No text no calls no date nights no communication. Zero.

I have voiced my opinion enough time for me to be so bored of my own voice.

I feel alone in my own home.

I mentioned to him I feel lonely. I miss him . Miss what we was before his gaming.

He finished work at 5pm and games from 5pm till 1am .

I do school run

Bedtimes

Dinner

Cleaning

Bathtimes

Pack lunches

Activities

Story times

you name it. It falls on me because he is ‘busy’

I’ve tried to plan date nights and he ‘ cancelled’ I do the text I do the calls

I’ve tried telling him how it makes me feel

I’ve screamed I’ve shouted

I’ve been clam

I’m kept my mouth shut . I’ve tried every avenue and he just replies

“ I’m in my own home what’s your fucking problem “

Me and my babies seem to be constantly on the back burner and it’s making me lose myself.

I love him and adore him. I don’t want anyone else! But I do everything on my own. So why stay?

Is love enough?

I just feel drained from the constant nagging and just doing everything.

Is it time to leave? :( I’m really conflicted!!

Please help. Any advice is welcome

TIA xxx