Is it just me?

I’m so hoping I can finally get a positive before Father’s Day so I can surprise my husband with a “we’re pregnant” gift. Is it just me that feels this way?

I just started trying after 2 chemicals back to back which sort of left me a little empty hearted, because I wasn’t trying and I missed it. I drank, partied and broke night during those two chemicals, so I’m sure it could’ve affected implantation.

So now I’m being more careful and doing a lot of self care. My son just turned 4 and soon off to school this year and so if I miraculously came up pregnant, right now would be the best time. Last couple months I kind of didn’t try, just marked any Bd we did have and just kinda going with the flow of nature. And staying stress free, & no drinks, no staying up late ! Just to be safe…

Anyone else can relate to this?