Disappointing

My husband and I have been married for almost 4 years and we having been ttc for almost 2 months now. I'm upset that I am not pregnant yet. I know people try for years so for me to say 2 months isn't fair is an understatement. I don't want to offend anyone. I have been on birth control since I was 15 and got off of it back in September. I have been trying to determine when I ovulate but I'm having no luck or don't know what I'm looking for. I even bought the Walmart brand ovulation tests and nothing. Is it normal to feel this hopeless this quick? Any helpful tips on not getting upset or getting pregnant faster? I feel like I've googled every topic.. I feel like I take pregnancy tests weekly just hoping for a positive result.