Ok So let me start by saying that I love my husband and am VERY attracted to him and love our sex life....we had decided to try for a baby last May....well last october, a week after the Department of Corrections sent him back to prison for a year, we found out we were pregnant.....two weeks to the day after finding out...we miscarried....he was as supportive as he could possibly be from where he is. He has put getting me pregnant again at the top of his to do list when he comes him and I'm grateful. He talks about it with such happiness and excitement....and don't get me wrong all I want is to start our family...but I have been so down about the miscarriage....part of me doesn't want to try anymore because of the possibility of losing another baby....that is a pain I never want to experience again and wouldn't wish upon anyone....and the other part of me wants a Baby so badly that I'm kind of resenting him for being sent back.....I don't know what to do. Its like a constant war in my head....I guess my question is how do I shake this depression and figure out if I wanna try again or not?