We dated on and off for a year. He's a year older. I was 14 when it happened. He wanted me to be his first and I told him no. We where at church and at a very unsupervised church retreat that takes place at our church and it's only for teenagers. He forced me down concrete stairs to a lower playscape. The church playscape is two seperate one on a hill one on the bottom of the hill. He took me behind a shed and forced me down. I fought with all I had but I blacked out because I was so scared. Idk what happened to me. Her could've raped me but I do know he sexually assaulted me because he admitted to "getting a prize" but refuses to elk anyone what he actually did to me. He was 15 when he did this to me.