Waiting for sex...

I feel so weird when everyone around me has had sex and I haven't... There's this guy and he's older than me but I like him... We had a really intense make out session in my car but then I freaked out before it could go even farther... And the think is, he's offered me sex, blow jobs, hand jobs, etc... But not a relationship. But at the same time he said he would be honored if he was my first time.... And it has me thinking maybe I could give myself to him yah know... And to make it even worse, he tell me I'm hot, sexy, I make him so hard, etc and then he tells me he loves someone else... Thanks a lot...