Is it crazy I'm buying baby bits

Tiff • TTC #1 ❤️
Even tho I haven't got a BFP yet? Like I'm not going crazyyyyu buying everything but after 3 MC I've found buying lkte bits helps me, gives me hope that one day my ickle baby girl or boy will be wearing this.. I'm talking about a couple of baby grows.. Mitts things like that... 
Do you think I'm crazy? My SO was like ' are you serious, why ' he said it with a smile kinder laughed. But now in thinking I'm actually loosing the plot 🙈