The worst word to hear when trying to conceive and after hearing it for the fourth time with no successful pregnancies leaves you sitting in the doctors office waiting to hear what could be causing recurrent miscarriages, maybe nothing. Multiple blood draws in a day and pending out 6 months for information leaves you waiting. The doctor tells you not to get pregnant before we have answers. Answers that might not exist. Praying and staying strong as I know one day we will all share the most unconditional and ultimate love. That of a mother and child.