Just started my TWW

This is my 5th cycle TTC #2 and I just began the dreaded TWW. I'm really hoping this will be my month. 
I'm 35 and I did become pregnant on my 2nd cycle but unfortunately had a MC at 8 weeks. I had a feeling I'd be able to conceive again immediately but that has proven to not be the case.
As the months pass by, I get anxiety thinking about the fact that I'm 35 years old and that I have a soon to be 4 1/2 year old child. The age gap just keeps growing as the months keep passing. I never imagined this process of TTC would be so emotionally draining. 
Praying that this will be my month. 
Baby dust to all of you lovely ladies!