Addicted To Glow

I used to be extremely addicted to Glow. We're TTC so of course I was constantly putting updates during my fertile week (opks, bbt, cm, etc.) but there was once a time that I was so addicted to Glow that I spend hours searching each post, looking for something to confirm a true pregnancy. Just one symptom, I thought. Just one post that encourages me to test after this cycle and shows that this negative is really wrong, I thought. Then, after my chemical last month there was a day I spend 4 hours looking and just getting more depressed. I didn't want to do this. I couldn't.

I disabled every forum section except for this one. This month, I stopped posting anything after my first fertile week and a few days after. I know when I ovulated and I'm doing all I can so I'm leaving it at that. I'm still thinking some, but it's MUCH easier now to let God have it.

And when I do login and go to the top posts I'm glad to see you sweet ladies sharing your stories and your faith. God really does have a plan and sometimes that is tough to see and a lot of times TTC is tough to let God have, but he has said for us not to worry. His plan is perfect and I have faith in that. I KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt that He has put the desire in my heart to be a mother, that He has given me a message that it's not without hope. Laying this down before him.

Thank you ladies for your encouragement and sharing. Here's to you!! 👊👍