Depressed A. H.

How do you ladies keep depression from taking over while TTC?? I can't even get out of bed this morning. I start clomid next cycle and I'm just so worried it's the start to an endless process of meds/dr's/diagnosis. How do you stay positive?? I'm about to lose it. I've tried distracting myself with EVERYTHING but at the end of the day I just cry myself to sleep. I've never been this depressed. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I just need to get this out!