Well I'm out.....heartbroken?

Meli • Twin Mama! To my beautiful princesses. 💕💕 Going through life one day at a time with massive amounts of anxiety 🤷🏻‍♀️
I decided to take a pregnancy test and of course never fails a big negative stabbing me right in my heart.  I'm 12DPO and AF due on the 11th. My heart feels like it got punched this is soooo disheartening. I'm feeling like this is never going to happen. It's been too long although for six years we were not trying we weren't preventing the past nine months we've been trying on and off. My fertility doctor says both husband and I are healthy basically diagnose us with unexplaned infertility recommended <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>.  I want to concieve naturally. I hate this!  Sorry for the long rant. Just need to vent with women who understands me. ?