The moment you know it's over...

After trying, giving it your all but always end up feeling unappreciated.....things just keep getting worse and you've finally had enough... There's 2 little babies involved that you will now have to face the world with on your own... You know you have to be strong for them, but feel like all your insides ache from finally allowing yourself to realize that he really just dgaf about you no matter how many times he's said otherwise... His actions were always louder than his words but you just never wanted to admit it..... How do I even begin to move forward?