The End is Near! Induction scheduled

I went to the doctor today and my bp spiked up to 142/90 from 98/56. I'm GSB positive this time, so they're going to induce at 40 weeks on Sunday to have control over the situation. I am honestly kind of bummed. I really wanted to go into labor on my own this time. Part of me is terrified, but part of me is really, really excited to meet my baby girl. I just feel bad that my go button seems to be broken. I was trying for a natural birth, but now i just want a low intervention induction. With GSB and possibly pre e is this even a rational desire anymore? Or should I just say thank God for modern medicine, get the epidural, and have my baby?