so long story short 2 out of 4 of my saughters live with me and my husband .... im working a job i despise and currently looking for a new one... found out yesterday my husband basicially stalked me using our cars gps tracker since i didnt call him in a timely fashion lol 😒 im stressed out because we are saving to move on our own and well his past is a tough one for potential landlords to get over which is stressing me out... im no longer on welfare because his income alone closed out everyone ... which in a way sucks because i want to put my 3 yr old in daycare to be around kids her own age yet we cant afford 1200 a month for one kid to go to daycare... and then we dont qualify for any programs cuz our combined income is way over the cutoff .... my family who like my husband as he helped me when noone else would says i should have never married him because theres sooo much we didnt realize could go wrong.... only thing i have in my past is my bad credit... other than that i work and take care of the house kids help with bills and such... savi g is kind of hard and lord dont get me started on my baby fever... i want a son and he states he is done yet then doesnt do anything to stop it... 😐😡😦 im depressed to no end... stressed out... sad... lonely cuz noone understands me... i try to go out once a month for a girls night out have some food and a few drinks but i feel lonely... i cant wait to finally move out in my own place and be with my kids... :( ok rant over thank you