This month sucks.

I have been trying not to post but no one I know understands what I'm going through. Tried the cb ov test and got flashy smileys for almost 2 weeks. Never a solid for ov but cm was good during time I should have so we did it 4 days. Tiny bit of pink one night. My perood should be starting in a few days and I've been bloated cramping slightly and naseaus on and off since before ov time. Too early to test but of course I did and neg. I need to wait but so impatient. Estrogen is supposed to drop before af but stupid test keeps showing high estrogen which confuses me even more.