I recently learned what it was like to lose your a baby... I lost mine at 4 weeks and 4 days. I was doing everything I could.. Turns out my body was attacking my baby... I was so excited to be a mommy to a beautiful baby boy or girl..... Me and my fiancé even had names picked out... Now we won't get to meet our little Luna or baby john.... We had been trying for 3 months and had our chance and my body said no..its a terrible thought and feeling losing your baby. The dreams I've had since then scare me.. I have trouble sleeping.. And feel like every isolating themselves from me...I feel alone even tho I'm not.. I have people around supporting me as much as they can... Is it me pushing away? Or them?