Eating disorders and pregnant

Bobbie • 30
Anyone battling an eating disorder before, during, or after pregnancy? I'm a little worried. I'm ten weeks. I've been bulemic for 12 years. I didnt know I was pregnant till 2 months so I puked till then. Since I have found out I have puked 6 times....that wasn't morning sickness related. For 12 years I have puked 2-8 times a day average with very few times where I tried to stop and I'd maybe end up binging and purging maybe just once or twice a week or month. Never made it over two months without goin back to it fully. I'm scared bout when I really start to gain weight what and how my mind will work. Idk looking for any advice from someone that can relate. Thanks