Jealousy..

My husband and I have 4 kids. Two are mine and two are from him. We do not have any together. Mine are older. We are ttc conceive now and have not been able to succeed and it's been quite a while. I love those girls like they are my own and we consider our family WHOLE. And do not separate eachother at all. Sometimes I can't help but become jealous because I haven't been able to become pregnant. I have to stop my thoughts. I just love my husband so much And I love the kids. But sometimes I just can't help but to become jealous inside. Sigh. I think he feels the same in my behalf as well. But you know as humans we tend to only focus on our own emotions.

Just praying that my husband and I will be able to have our own together. It kills me inside. Just venting .

Any other women experiencing the same thing? How do you deal with it?