I'm so stressed..

Ruben
Im 10 weeks pregnant and I'm so stressed. I currently am renting with my mom mean while me and my boyfriend look for places to rent. But she doesn't want us here and well idk Sometimes I think too myself what have I done so wrong for her to just have this hatred towards me and then I come to the conclusion where seriously I'm not perfect and so isn't nobody else and she forgives my other sisters/brother easily but with me its like no im the worse of all your kids. I really don't understand. I can't keep stressing but I can't help but to. I really don't know what to do anymore. She doesn't care that I'm pregnant and shouldn't be stressing so much or arguing crying at that. When my sister was pregnant she cared for her so much and always was with her thru everything and with me its like I don't even get how is the baby doing how did your appointment go? Nothing. I'm just like I want my baby yo be here already😢 that's the only person I will be able to count on unconditionally. What should I do?