Needing positive thoughts and prayers!

Tara
I am 11 weeks 4 days pregnant, due August 15th. This is my 5th pregnancy. I had 2 miscarriages before this baby and have 2 beautiful children. At 6 weeks I started pink spotting that turned brown. Had an ultrasound that showed a healthy baby and flickering heartbeat. At 7 weeks had globs of brown spotting/discharge. Went in for another ultrasound and showed the baby was perfect and had a strong heartbeat. But they said there was a small tear by the placenta but should heal up fine. I was fine about a week later and all has seemed to be going well. All the pregnancy systoms and morning sickness daily. Well tonight when I was getting dinner I felt a goosh of wetness and went to the bathroom to discover blood. I also passed a blood clot the size of a quater. I called the Dr on call and she said to just rest this weekend and come into the office monday. If I start experiencing pain and cramping and heavy bleeding she said to go to er but since it's the weekend they can't do much for me and won't call in someone to do an ultrasound. So the best thing to do is rest and go in monday. I am so scared and worried but trying so hard to remain calm and rest. I keep declaring that the Lord is with us and will let me keep my miracle baby. It's so hard though esp since my husband is gone working. My mom is in the hospital. So I'm kinda on my own through this. So if any of you could send some prayers, I truly greatly appreciate it so much!!