heartbroken

alison
my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday after 8 months dating and 2 months being best friends ( i had a huuuuge crush on him ) and i dont know what to do with myself. i went to his house to see if we could fix this but he thinks theres nothing we can do. he kissed me and hugged me and we even had sex. then he told me he wanted to be friends with benefits and i said yeah cause i dont know how i'd feel about having sex with anyone except him. i miss him so much and i dont want to move on because he says theres a chance he'll be ready again to make us work but i'm just so heartbroken right now