Indecision

A part of me wants to believe that this is simply a late and normal period but another half believes that there is something off about this period. I've had several negative hpts. But I can't shake this feeling that something is off about my body. All I can do is wait and see. I don't want to take a blood test and feel silly that I was right that this is a normal period or disappointed that I was right and this isn't a normal period.