Nervous to come back to Glow :/

So I used glow regularly for a while, TTC for almost a year then got pregnant. I was so happy and I shared the news on Glow. I miscarried at 4 weeks from pneumonia and have been embarrassed to come back to Glow ever since. I've just been so depressed. It's now been 14 months total TTC but 4 months since the miscarriage. :/ Just wanted to get this off my chest.