Second section anxiety

Kristan
I am having a repeat section and tubal with this baby and I am so nervous. My first section was not the best... The anesthesiologist had a hard time getting the spinal in and once he did he overdosed it and I was numb up to my head. I felt like I couldn't breathe, my blood pressure dropped, I kept falling asleep, and felt very closterphobic and trapped because I couldn't move. They had to keep tilting the table because my blood pressure was so low. My husband got one pic of me with my son in the OR and I look green! It was so scary and honestly he is pretty nervous too because he doesn't want to see me like that again. Is there anything you ladies can recommend to keep the anxiety down for section number 2? Is there any medication that helps?