Broke up with a man I loved.

I recently ended things with a man I was dating for two years. I lived with him for a year & god it sucks. I hate that life is so complicated & sometimes relationships aren't black and white easy. I knew we just weren't meant for each other & unfortunately I had to put my feelings first and accept that sometimes you can love someone and care about them but they can not be right for you. It sucks so bad.