Postpartum depression

Has anyone ever suffered from post partum depression? Could I be showing some signs? Or is something else wrong with me? Let me just start by saying I love my baby and no I do not have thoughts of harming him.. But lately I've been feeling like I can't do anything right I've found myself crying at least twice a day.. I get upset over the idea that my body will never be the same again like I'm never gonna be beautiful.. I feel like me and my fiance didn't even get much of a chance to be together before having a baby even though we've been together for 3 years.. I feel like my life is falling apart at home because I can't keep up with housework and I feel bad asking my fiance for help with picking up the house or even helping with the baby because he works 11 hour days but I don't know what to do.. I feel like my baby hates me and sometimes when he's crying all I can do is cry.. I feel like a failure as a mother and a failure as a wife... Someone please help me.. I can't take much more of this.. Please no bashing or hate I know this is wrong to feel this way I don't know where to turn for help..