I am an emotional wreck.

I am an emotional wreck. I know this is all very normal because of the hormones and such but even I am getting tired of myself. I have the most amazing support system and I am terribly excited about venturing into parenthood but lately I have been filled with so much doubt in my ability to get through it all. 

To top it all off, we went to visit a good friend of ours last week whose little girl is 3 months old. Of all her children, this one is so difficult as she does not stop crying, ever. She won't take a pacifier, needs to be on her mama's boob at all times! I tried to help my friend out because she was finishing a work assignment so I took the baby from her. Hubby sat in the corner and watched with wide eyes as I tried to console the screaming child in my arms. I could actually tell he was trying to fight the urge to cover his ears. Maybe he's starting to feel the pressure too? 

Is anyone else feeling this way? It gives me great comfort to think that maybe I am not alone.